I was in my car traveling
to Myrtle Beach South Carolina. It was just before 9 am, and
I was listening to The Howard Stern radio show. Howard
announced a plane had struck the World Trade Center. My first
thought: "This is a joke," but Howard's tone
dismissed jokes. My second thought: "A pilot or air traffic
controller had made a terrible professional mistake."
For the first time Howard Stern was not making jokes.
I changed the radio station to news and heard a
second plane had struck another tower. What a strange feeling.
A feeling that my grandparents may have felt the moment they
heard about the attck of Pearl Harbor.
I tried to find a television. I stopped at three
different retail stores, but all of the televisions were were
locked into corporate satellite feeds. Satellite feeds selling
digital systems and Disney movies. I asked retail people if they
could tune in a national news broadcast. They couldn't --
I could not find this breaking news on a television
set in America's favorite shopping outlets that carried a hundreds
of TV sets.
Back in my car there was no music on the radio.
Just the
news
of the towers, the fire and smoke. At a Circuit City I found
television sets showing the destruction. I watched the towers
implode. There were 10-15 strangers standing nearby watching
the same screen. No one was talking.
To think that humans flew planes into buildings
to kill innocent people blows my mind. To kill people who who
were beginning their work day. People who had families, dreams
and a future. The news broadcasted the planes from different
angles as they hit the towers. I've seen it a hundred of times
and I still don't believe it.
People jumped out of the windows at the World Trade
Center. I just can't believe it happened.
The news showed a video of Palastinean people in
the streets cheering and blowing their car horns in celebration.
The news now reports that the attack may cost $5-25
billion but can you really put a dollar figure on children who
went to bed without a Mother or Father. Can you put a price tag
on the bravery of the New York Firefighters and NYPD? Can you
price an attack on freedom?
Emotions all over the world have to resemble my
own. It's a roller coaster of highs and lows. This a collective
trauma. One minute I'm hurt and the next I'm mad. I cheer the
real heroes who are risking their own lives 24 hours a day to
save survivors. My morning paper dated Thursday, September 13,
2001 says -- "NATION PICKS UP THE
PIECES"
-- A picture of rescue workers, dwarfed by the massive remains
of the World Trade Center, sift through rubble in search of survivors.
My wife hung ourAmerican flag outside the front door. Looking
down the street all you can see are American flags. This nation
is strong and will pick up the pieces. I will help somehow. Prayers
for the fallen and praise for the living. God bless the USA!