Dan Wakefield
Dan Wakefield is a novelist,
journalist and screenwriter whose best-selling novels "Going
All The Way" and
"Starting
Over" were produced as feature films, and he created
the NBC prime time TV series "James at 15."
A documentary film has been produced of his memoir "New
York in the Fifties". His non-fiction books on spirituality
include "Returning: A Spiritual Journey;" "Creating
from The Spirit;" "The Story of Your Life: Writing
a Spiritual Autobiography," "Expect a Miracle,"
and "How Do We Know When It's God ?: A Spiritual Memoir."
Wakefield has been the recipient of a Neiman Fellowship
in Journalism, the Bernard DeVoto Fellowship to the Bread Loaf
Writers Conference, a Rockefeller Grant for Creative Writing,
and an award from the National Endowment for the Arts. He has
taught in the writing programs at Boston University, the University
of Massachusetts at Boston, Emerson College, The Iowa Writers
Workshop, and is presently Writer in Residence at Florida International
University in Miami.
Born in Indianapolis, Indiana, Wakefield was an
Eagle Scout, and began his writing career as a columnist of his
high school newspaper, The Shortridge Daily Echo, also serving
as sports correspondent for The Indianapolis Star. After graduating
from Columbia College in New York City in 1955, he wrote for
many national magazines (including The New York Times Magazine,
Harpers, The Atlantic Monthly) and published his first book,
"Island in the City: The World of Spanish Harlem."
(Other non-fiction books include "The Addict: an
Anthology," "All Her Children: The Making of a Soap
Opera," and "Supernation at Peace and War,"
which first appearred as the entire issue of The March, 1968
Atlantic Monthly.) He has been a staff writer for The Nation
Magazine, a Contributing Editor of
The
Atlantic Monthly, a Contributing Writer for GQ, a Contributing
Editor of The Yoga Journal,and is on the advisory board of Image:
A Journal of The Arts and Religion. Mr. Wakefield was baptized
as a child at the First Presbyterian Church in Indianapolis,
and at age nine attended a Baptist Bible School class that led
him to choose baptism by full immersion at the age of eleven.
During college he became an atheist, and did not return to church
until 1980 when he went to a Christmas Eve service at King's
Chapel, a Christian church in the Unitarian-Universalist denomination
in Boston. He joined that church, served on its vestry and as
co-chair of its adult religious education committee, and served
on the national board of the Unitarian-Universalist Christian
Fellowship.
The author and teacher has led his workshops in
"Spiritual Autobiography" and "Creating
from the Spirit" at churches, synagogues, and adult
education centers throughout the U.S. and in Mexico and Northern
Ireland, and at Sing Sing prison, including the following: Auburn
Theological Seminary and Marble Collegiate Church in New York
City, The Fourth Presbyterian Church in Chicago, The Society
of St. John the Evangalist (Episcopal) Monastery in Cambridge,
Mass., Trinity Episcopal Church and King's Chapel in Boston,
Glastonbury Abbey Benedictine Monastery in Himgham, Mass., St.
Gregory's Episcoapl Church in San Francisco, the Faith Methodist
Church in St. Paul, Minnesota, Trinity Presbyterian Church in
Atlanta, Georgia. Visit Dan online at http://www.danwakefield.com/
*Note: The following interview was originally
conducted by Fearless
books.com
Fearlessbooks.com: Youve been creative
and successful as a steady drinker, and creative and successful
through many years of sobriety. Which approach do you recommend?
Dan Wakefield: When I was creative
as a drinker I wasnt actually drinking while writing!
Looking back, I feel that writing the novels saved my life. During
the process of working on them, I had very little to drink
a beer or a few glasses of wine at night. It was between the
books that I went on binges and got into heavy drinking.
As it turns out, even the big drinker
writers werent usually drinking during the process. If
they did, they faded quickly, or died early. Though famous for
writing about acid, Ken Kesey pointed out that he never did it
while writing. Some people have imagined that you can actually
have great visions and get them written down while tripping.
But Jack Kerouac wrote that the psilocybin Leary gave him was
really harmful to his writing. None of these reports fit the
image of the boozing, drugging writer, so the truth
of the situation is not so well known.
Fearlessbooks.com: Some people might see
the spiritual life as one of meditation, stillness, and nondoing.
Whats creativity got to do with it?
Dan Wakefield: Creative work is always spiritual
if it means youre trying to get at the truth, or express
the truth as you see it. A Zen teacher once told a writer who
was looking for a practice that Writing is
your practice! Its a form of meditation in itself,
because you cant be thinking of twelve other things while
writing one sentence. Thus the process of writing can serve as
the mantra one would use in traditional meditation.
After all, a mantra is used to keep your mind focused, to shut
out the babble of the undisciplined monkey mind
and writing does that too.
Fearlessbooks.com: What are some of the
ways of being creative that we dont usually think about?
Does creativity always have a product?
Dan Wakefield: We often forget that were
being creative in our own daily life for instance, we
create relationships, friendships, and alliances, and we can
create new attitudes toward people we already know. A great saying
of Eastern wisdom suggests that When I change, you change.
We cant change anyone else except by changing ourselves,
and that necessarily transforms how other people relate to us.
We can also create moods, ambience, and a creative
environment. Instead of waking to a jarring alarm we can waken
to music. I have a
friend who lights candles
for breakfast oatmeal with candles by the bowl! And anytime
we cook weve got a great opportunity for creativity. Anyone
who reads the great food writer M.F.K. Fisher (The Gastronomical
Me is a good one to start with) can see what amazing creativity
is involved not only in cooking but also in eating, in appreciating
ones own sense of taste!
Fearlessbooks.com: Are there any particular
spiritual practices that help further creativity? Is there something
you do on a regular basis to help you get started writing, for
instance?
Dan Wakefield: To get started writing I
get quiet, put in ear plugs, and say a personal prayer
not about writing, but about my personal spiritual connection,
which in my case is with Jesus. In my book How Do We Know When
Its God? I describe myself as a Plain Christian
not orthodox, not fundamentalist, not right-wing or left wing
or any kind of designation. I have a very personal interpretation
of Jesus and The Gospels. The closest things I have read that
connect with my own faith are by Reynolds Price (Three Gospels),
who I feel is the most eloquent writer today in terms of Christian
spirituality of a personal nature.
Fearlessbooks.com: As a teacher of creativity,
what blocks do you see getting in peoples way most often?
Dan Wakefield: One of the most prevalent
blocks to creativity has to do with people being stymied by others
judgements. Theyre told theyre not part of the elite
who get to be creative in life, or that what theyre doing
isnt good enough. In the book I have an interview with
the singer Judy Collins, who tells how she stopped writing after
being accused of plagiarism by a high school teacher who didnt
think she was capable of writing as well as she did. She only
wrote in her journals till a fellow songwriter read the journals
and said I see youre writing songs. She said
no, she couldnt write. Then he pointed out certain sentences
and said If you put those words to music its a song,
and she began writing her own songs.
A woman in one of my workshops just sat there when
we were doing a simple drawing exercise. I asked what the problem
was and she said Im not visual. Someone had
told her that in grade school so she stopped ever trying to draw
anything! I explained that our workshop was just for ourselves,
and she could draw stick figures if she wanted to. When she saw
what others were doing and how simple it was, she began drawing
again, and she did fine.
Fearlessbooks.com: What are your favorite
recommendations for getting past writers block?
Dan Wakefield: Read writers you like, who
have a vision of the world you like. Henry James does it for
me, because he loved he people he wrote about. Even when they
did terrible or dumb things, you could tell he respected them,
had a deep feeling for them. That always lifts me up.
In tough times I read the Psalms especially
the 139th Psalm, which speaks of how God is everywhere
even if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.
. .the darkness and the light are both alike to thee. But
the whole thing should be read to be appreciated except
for some warlike stuff at the end it is one of the great statements
of the human condition, and the presence of God.
Yoga and exercise are great un-blockers. I have
had ideas really pop out doing a yoga pose after
feeling stuck at the word processor.
Fearlessbooks.com: Many people may hesitate
to do creative work because they doubt that they can ever succeed
in the marketplace with their end result.
Dan Wakefield: In todays marketplace
I dont think anyone knows what will succeed.You have to
do it for the love of the thing itself, for the act of doing
it, for the feeling you are saying something true that maybe
others are afraid to say. Look at the great failures
when they came out
Moby Dick, Ulysses,
Walden being prime examples. Hawthorne could never sell more
than 5,000 copies of his books, while popular writers of the
day were selling tens of thousands. Melville couldnt get
an advance at one point. Can you imagine Thoreau worrying about
his book being successful?
Fearlessbooks.com: Your book has successive
chapters on emptying and filling up.
What does the creative person need to empty out, and whats
good to fill up with?
Dan Wakefield: You need to empty out the
myths like drinking and drugs will help you, or you have
to have the perfect time and place to create, or you have to
be miserable to do anything profound! Fill up on getting into
shape mentally and physically. Willa Cather had great insights
on this; she said that to be a writer you have to take care of
yourself the way a singer does. Fill up on great writers, read
their biographies, see how few had it easy so you
wont feel sorry for yourself. Fill up on music you love,
on good talk, and good friends, whatever energizes you.
Use taste as a stimulant to creativity. Eat an
apple, for instance, and see if a story comes to mind. I did
this with a graduate class, and good stories came from everyone.
A woman wrote how she ate her first apple when she came to Miami
from Cuba at age 9 and it wasnt like what she thought it
would be. It was tart, not sweet, turned yellow where she bit
into it, was hard, not soft or dessert-like. This
set off memories of how many other things werent like she
was told they would be when she go to U.S. She ended up with
a wonderful memoir, starting with that single bite of an apple.
And remember that Proust got his great work out of tasting the
madeleine that reminded him of childhood!